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일장춘몽 (A time-limited life) – Outsider (Han | Rom | Eng)

24 Sep

Song: 일장춘몽 (Springtime Fantasy) (A time-limited life)
By: Outsider

Hangeul

Verse 1)
매일 칭찬 받고 싶어하는 어린 아이 마냥
밤새 고민했던 기록들을 꺼내놓지만
부끄러워 펜을 잡은 손을 숨기네
소심한 소년의 고백이나마 춤을 추는 밤
홀로 갇힌 굳게 닫힌 맘의 방에 조심스레 노크하고 발을 들여놔
감당하지 못 할거라면 애초부터 시작을 말라던 별의 속삭임에 문득 떠오르는 밤
밥 먹듯이 가사를 쓰고 지우길 반복해
고집불통 팔자가 사나운 삶이 박복해
스트레스 피해망상 애정결핍 불면증은 매일 밤마다 남김 말을 들어주는 밤
인기와는 비례해서 늘어만가는 기대
잊혀질까 두려워 난 한치 앞을 모르는 미래
블링블링한 차와 예쁜 여자 돈과 명예 따위를 바라지는 않아

Hook)
상관없다 사는것이 인생일지언데 왜 난 떠나가며 그리 목을 매는건지 몰라
오늘 내일 하는 나의 삶은 하루살이 마치 바람앞에 흔들리는 촛불과도 같아
한번왔다 가는것이 인생일지언데 왜 난 가진것에 그리 목을 매는건지 몰라
소유할 수 없는 나의 삶은 일잔춘몽 마치 자고나면 사라지는 신기루와 같아
잃은 것보다는 아직 잃을게 많아서 내게 남은 시간이 간절하게 더디 가기를
가질 것보다는 버릴 것이 많아서 내게 남은 욕심이 하나 둘 씩 사라지기를
나 쉽게 기도하지 신의 존재를 믿지 않으면서 쉽게 고백하지 당신보다 자신을 아끼면서
이기적인 바람 이런 나라도 괜찮다면 나의 바람이 들린다면 내게 시간을 줘

Verse 2)
내가 만들어낸 문턱이 너무나 높아서 넘어서려 아둥바둥 발버둥 쳐보네
되려 턱에 걸려 넘어질까 두려워 하는 내 안의 나약함과 하루종일 씨름을 하네
무엇을 위해서 그리고 누구를 위해서 나의 온갖 땀과 몸과 맘을 소비하는가
어디로 가는가 스스로 되물어보지만 답은 없어 남은 것은 답답한 고뇌의 흔적
흠뻑 젖은 매일 아침 기도를 드려 오늘은 행복함으로 써내려가고 싶어
나의 맘을 매일 밤을 지새우고 흐리멍텅한 눈으로 펜을 잡은 오른손이 부르르 떨린다
나 마치 세상 속에 홀로 서서 벌거벗은 기분 감추고 싶어 내 맘을 숨기고 싶어
난 잘 될거라고 난 할 수 있다고 매번 그래왔어 이번에도 해 낼거라고

Hook)
상관없다 사는것이 인생일지언데 왜 난 떠나가며 그리 목을 매는건지 몰라
오늘 내일 하는 나의 삶은 하루살이 마치 바람앞에 흔들리는 촛불과도 같아
한번왔다 가는것이 인생일지언데 왜 난 가진것에 그리 목을 매는건지 몰라
소유할 수 없는 나의 삶은 일잔춘몽 마치 자고나면 사라지는 신기루와 같아
잃은 것보다는 아직 잃을게 많아서 내게 남은 시간이 간절하게 더디 가기를
가질 것보다는 버릴 것이 많아서 내게 남은 욕심이 하나 둘 씩 사라지기를
나 쉽게 기도하지 신의 존재를 믿지 않으면서 쉽게 고백하지 당신보다 자신을 아끼면서
이기적인 바람 이런 나라도 괜찮다면 나의 바람이 들린다면 내게 시간을 줘

Outro)
나 쉽게 맹세하지 신의 존재를 믿지 않으면서
쉽게 고백하지 당신보다 자신을 아끼면서
이기적인 사람 남의 상처따윈 안중에도 없는 독한 사람 그게 바로 나야
이런 내가 누구를 위해 노래를 부를까
이런 내가 누구의 상처와 아픔을 치료해줄까
상처를 치료해 줄 사람을 찾아 나선 나의 지난 여정의 끝은 바로 나야

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Romanization

Verse 1)
Mae il ching chan bat go shi peo ha neun eo rin a i ma nyang
Bam sae go min haet deon gi rok deu reul ggeo nae no chi man
Bu ggeu reo wo pe neul ja beun so neul sum gi ne
So shim han so nyeo nye go bae gi na ma chu meul chu neun bam
Hol lo ga chin gut ge da chin ma mye bang e jo shim seu re no keu ha go ba reul deu ryeo nwa
Gam dang ha ji mot hal geo ra myeon ae cho bu teo shi ja geul mal la deon byeo rye sok sang i me mun deuk ddeo o reu neun bam
Bap meok deu shi ga sa reul sseu go ji u gil ban bok hae
Go jip bul tong pal ja ga sa na un sal mi bak bok hae
Seu teu re seu pi hae mang sang ae jeong gyeol pip bul myeon jeung eun mae il bam ma da nam gim ma reul deu reo ju neun bam
In gi wa neun bi rye hae seo neu reo man ga neun gi dae
I chyeo jil gga du ryeo wo nan han chi a peul mo reu neun mi rae
Beul ling beul ling han cha wa ye bbeun yeo ja don gwa myeong ye dda wi reul ba ra ji neun a na

Hook)
Sang gwan eop da sa neun geo shi in saeng il ji eon de wae nan ddeo na ga myeo geu ri mo geul mae neun geon ji mol la
O neul nae il ha neun na ye sal meun ha ru sa ri ma chi ba ram a pe heun deul li neun chot bul gwa do ga ta
Han beon wat da ga neun geo shi in saeng il ji eon de wae nan ga jin geo se geu ri mo geul mae neun geon ji mol la
So yu hal su eom neun na ye sal meun il jang chun mong ma chi ja go na myeon sa ra ji neun shin gi ru wa ga ta
I reun geot bo da neun a jik i reul ge ma na seo nae ge na meun shi ga ni gan jeol ha ge deo di ga gi reul
Ga jil geot bo da neun beo ril geo shi ma na seo nae ge na meun yok shi mi ha na dul ssik sa ra ji gi reul
Na swip ge gi do ha ji shi nye jon jae reul mit ji a neu myeon seo swip ge go baek ha ji dang shin bo da ja shi neul a ggi myeon seo
I gi jeo gin ba ram i reon na ra do gwaen chan ta myeon na ye ba ra mi deul lin da myeon nae ge shi ga neul jwo

Verse 2)
Nae ga man deu reo naen mun teo gi neo mu na no pa seo neo meo seo ryeo a dung ba dung bal beo dung chyeo bo ne
Dwae ryeo teo ge geol lyeo neo meo jil gga du ryeo wo ha neun nae a nye na yak ham gwa ha ru jong il ssi reu meul ha ne
Mu eo seul wi hae seo geu ri go nu gu reul wi hae seo na ye on gat ddam gwa mom gwa ma meul so bi ha neun ga
Eo di ro ga neun ga seu seu ro dwae mu reo bo ji man da beun eop seo na meun geo seun dap dap han go nwae ye heun jeok
Heum bbeok jeo jeun mae il a chim gi do reul deu ryeo o neu reun haeng bok ha meu ro sseo nae ryeo ga go shi peo
Na ye ma meul mae il ba meul ji sae u go heu ri meong teong han nu neu ro pe neul ja beun o reun so ni bu reu reu ddeol lin da
Na ma chi se sang so ge hol lo seo seo beol ge beo seun gi bun gam chu go shi peo nae ma meul sum gi go shi peo
Nan jal dwael geo ra go nan hal su it da go mae beon geu rae wa sseo i beo ne do hae nael geo ra go

Hook)
Sang gwan eop da sa neun geo shi in saeng il ji eon de wae nan ddeo na ga myeo geu ri mo geul mae neun geon ji mol la
O neul nae il ha neun na ye sal meun ha ru sa ri ma chi ba ram a pe heun deul li neun chot bul gwa do ga ta
Han beon wat da ga neun geo shi in saeng il ji eon de wae nan ga jin geo se geu ri mo geul mae neun geon ji mol la
So yu hal su eom neun na ye sal meun il jang chun mong ma chi ja go na myeon sa ra ji neun shin gi ru wa ga ta
I reun geot bo da neun a jik i reul ge ma na seo nae ge na meun shi ga ni gan jeol ha ge deo di ga gi reul
Ga jil geot bo da neun beo ril geo shi ma na seo nae ge na meun yok shi mi ha na dul ssik sa ra ji gi reul
Na swip ge gi do ha ji shi nye jon jae reul mit ji a neu myeon seo swip ge go baek ha ji dang shin bo da ja shi neul a ggi myeon seo
I gi jeo gin ba ram i reon na ra do gwaen chan ta myeon na ye ba ra mi deul lin da myeon nae ge shi ga neul jwo

Outro)
Na swip ge maeng se ha ji shi nye jon jae reul mit ji a neu myeon seo
Swip ge go baek ha ji dang shin bo da ja shi neul a ggi myeon seo
I gi jeo gin sa ram na mye sang cheo dda win an jung e do eom neun dok han sa ram geu ge ba ro na ya
I reon nae ga nu gu reul wi hae no rae reul bu reul gga
I reon nae ga nu gu ye sang cheo wa a peu meul chi ryo hae jul gga
Sang cheo reul chi ryo hae jul sa ra meul cha ja na seon na ye ji nan yeo jeong ye ggeu teun ba ro na ya

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English translation

Verse 1)
The little kid who wanted to receive compliments everyday, forever
Though he had left behind the records that he once spent nights troubling over
Ashamed, he hid the hand that was holding the pen
The night manipulated by the boy’s shy confession
carefully sent a knock and set foot in the room of the heart that was locked up alone and tightly closed
The night when suddenly stars whispered to him, if you say you won’t be able to handle it, just don’t start it in the first place
The constant repetition of writing then erasing lyrics
The persistent fate, the fierce life, how unfortunate
The night when stress, paranoia, lack of love, insomnia heard his unsaid words
The expectation growing in proportion to popularity
I’m afraid that I might forget. The future is so unseen to me
I don’t care for bling bling cars, beautiful women, money and fame

Hook)
I said life is about living without giving a hoot, but I don’t know why I’m so obsessed though I’m leaving
My living today, tomorrow is just like the short-lived candle light flickering in the wind
I said life is about things that come once then be gone, but I don’t know why I’m so obsessed by things that was mine
The life that doesn’t belong to me is a springtime fantasy, like a mirage that vanishes when you wake up
More than things I’ve lost, there are still many things I will lose, so earnestly I wish for my remaining time to pass slowly
More than things I will get, there are many things I will throw away, so one by one I wish for my remaining greed to vanish
I’m wishing just too easily, ain’t I? While I just don’t believe in the existence of gods. I’m confessing too easily, ain’t I? While I protect myself more than I do you
My selfish wish. If it’s okay even in this country, if my wish can be heard, please give me time

Verse 2)
The threshold I’ve made is so high I struggle too hard to pass it
All day I keep wrestling with the weak spot inside of me that is scared of tripping then falling
For what and for who am I using up all my sweat, my body and my heart?
Again I ask myself where I am going, but there’s no reply. What’s left is traces of agony
All in sweat, every morning I pray to Him. Today I want to write out my heart with happiness
Staying up every night, with vague eyes my right hand shivers while holding a pen
I want to hide my naked feelings standing all by myself in this world. I want to hide my heart
All the time I’ve been telling myself that I will do fine, that can do it. That again this time, I will make it

Hook)
I said life is about living without giving a hoot, but I don’t know why I’m so obsessed though I’m leaving
My living today, tomorrow is just like the short-lived candle light flickering in the wind
I said life is about things that come once then be gone, but I don’t know why I’m so obsessed by things that was mine
The life that doesn’t belong to me is a springtime fantasy, like a mirage that vanishes when you wake up
More than things I’ve lost, there are still many things I will lose, so earnestly I wish for my remaining time to pass slowly
More than things I will get, there are many things I will throw away, so one by one I wish for my remaining greed to vanish
I’m wishing just too easily, ain’t I? While I just don’t believe in the existence of gods. I’m confessing too easily, ain’t I? While I protect myself more than I do you
My selfish wish. If it’s okay even in this country, if my wish can be heard, please give me time

Outro)
I’m making my vow just too easily, ain’t I? While I just don’t believe in the existence of gods
I’m confessing too easily, ain’t I? While I protect myself more than I do you
A selfish person. The venomous person who doesn’t care a fig about others’ wound, it’s just me
Such a person who I am, for whom is he singing?
Such a person who I am, whose wound and hurt can he heal?
Putting an end to my last journey seeking for someone to heal the wound, it’s just me

Credits:
Hangeul lyrics @ gasazip
Romanized + translated by me
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